Your ghost is tearing me apart
Gnawing at bones and tearing at flesh
I don't wanna feel it anymore
When I'm stoned, I feel refreshed
Live a life with drugs and sex, I
Move like a drone, submit to the flesh
Rise from the dead, my soul went too
Love the unknown, and lose what's left
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know what's for me
I don't know what I'm taking
But I bought it just for me
I don't know what I'm seeing
Your face with ribbons black
I think it'll be a few hours
Before I'm coming back
20 dollars for the mad hatter
Take me down to Wonderland
It didn't work, my stomach turns
Got me wanting to hold your hand
So I came to see you tonight
Stone's so cold, I fell asleep
Woke up to the blinding lights
Skin's so cold, I cannot breathe
I think my face is melting
I'm foaming at the mouth
I'm shaking at your grave, my
Sun's falling to the south
I don't know what I'm seeing
It feels like I just fell
I know just where I'm going
I'm going straight to hell
Wait, white all around you
Am I in heaven?
No
I don't get to see you, in the white hotel.
Wait, white all around you
Am I in heaven?
No
I don't get to see you, I'm stuck in hell
I see a faceless man, his
Dark presence calming me
He says my fate's decided
Drown in the blood red sea
I know you won't be there, this
Isn't how I want to die
I'll find my way to you, love
If it costs all of mankind