Vjdamusicman - Chaos On A Canvas (Until I Found Him) Lyrics

I know it's hard, I know that I've been a challenging
Piece of work, a piece of art if you're willing to buy me off, you buy me off the wall
I know it's crazy how I caught your eye across the room
You haven't seen, seen the things that I can do
I make it easy, easy to overthink and easy to overcomplicate

But take the brush, and make your mark on me
I survive somewhere in between
What you want and what you think of me
Come on in and make a remark

It's so chaotic, it's so chaotic how I resume
Yes, I'm an artist, I'm only what you think and assume
Until I found him, life was something else
Chaos on a canvas

It's easier now to fall in love, now I know who I am
Lust redefined
Because the man in romance is so easy to fall apart over and I know that I'm due for a break down now
I think I'm starting to fall now
At the same time I feel free
All of a sudden I'm breathing, I forget to grieve
The life I thought I wanted
Now I live the life I chose

But take the brush, and make your mark on me
I survive somewhere in between
What you want and what you think of me
Come on in and make a remark

It's so chaotic, it's so chaotic how I resume
Yes, I'm an artist, I'm only what you think and assume
Until I found him, life was something else
Chaos on a canvas

I brought you in, I told a story
When I felt so weak, I threw a tea party
And then I went mad, to make me feel happy
I don't understand

But take the brush, and make your mark on me
I survive somewhere in between
What you want and what you think of me
Come on in and make a remark

It's so chaotic, it's so chaotic how I resume
Yes, I'm an artist, I'm only what you think and assume
Until I found him, life was something else
Chaos on a canvas