Vocable - The Answer Lyrics

I'm searching for the answer still
What you keep concealed
What you need for real
I'm searching for the answer still
What you keep concealed
What you need for real
Searching for the answers for so long now I can't remember
First Christmas without you last year in December
Mom suggested I sit down and write you a letter
Though I don't know what to say to you, so I wore your sweater
When I wear it kind of feels like we are more together
I'm talking to you though it's not the same it won't be ever
Feel like this mind of mind inside it been holding pressure
Since you've been gone, but I told people it been going better
Though I know that doesn't matter, you know, so whatever
I don't have to explain to no one, although, however
If you was here I know you'd tell me you should hold your head-up
Like that time you said I'll be alright, I won't forget that
They're only feelings, and they'll go away, I don't repress them
'Cause if I run from them, they'll circulate 'till I accept them
Maybe that's the answer to the question
I don't know though, 'cause I'm only guessin'
I'm searching for the answer still
What you keep concealed
What you need for real
I'm searching for the answer still
What you keep concealed
What you need for real
Searching for the answers for so long now I can't remember
First Christmas without you last year in December
Mom suggested I sit down and write you a letter
Though I don't know what to say to you, so I wore your sweater
Before I folded it and put it back into the dresser
I picked it up to smell it I don't want to wash it ever
Froze in the moment, before I close the drawer
I lost a mentor, a best friend to me, my dad, I even lost a center
I've been searching for the answer, but I haven't found it
I'll have a better chance in finding it when I am grounded
In alliance with the power inside, I am balanced
In comparison to hills I've gone down, I'm a mountain
They're only feelings, and they'll go away, I don't repress them
'Cause if I run from them, they'll circulate 'till I accept them
Maybe that's the answer to the question
I don't know though, 'cause I'm only guessin'
I'm searching for the answer still
What you keep concealed
What you need for real
I'm searching for the answer still
What you keep concealed
What you need for real