Void Matter - Hold Me Back Lyrics

Someone hold me back

I can't control myself
I'm f*cking sinking
Almost like I'm someone else
What am I thinking
Learned to live with my mistakes
I go up but hit the ground
Like an earthquake

Oh
Is this what i have become
The cycle's always on repeat
Just a fragment of what I've become
Someone has got to rescue me

I've hidden all my life,
The curse that dwells inside,
I act like I am immortal
Seen the loved ones lose their trust
The highs crumble to dust
But everybody's got what they're after
I'll never see the end, I can't even pretend
One drop away from agony.
Its killing me internally, eternally
How do I relinquish this curse?
I don't

Is this what i have become
The cycle's always on repeat
Just a fragment of what I've become
Someone has got to rescue me

If I can't run from who I am
That just isn't me
Cursed from birth and born to die
It's meant to be
Those streetlights
They burn so bright
In the colour of my eyes
There's dynamite
My skin it crawls
Away from my integrity
My integrity
Someone hold me back
Someone hold me