I ain't gone lie
I miss having you right by my side
But that's alright
I'm getting used to this new life
I have my fun I drink and drive
Silk Gucci handkerchief wipe my eyes
I cover my mouth just to silence my cries
What the f*ck is sobriety bitch I'm fried
Think I'm killing myself but i promise im fine
Shit I lied
I'm not alright ex bitch calling my dreams at night
Been hard to silence my screams at night
So I'm back to swallowing pills that's right
My bad I been in my feels all night
So I'm upping the anny again thats right
Imma pop me a xanny again that's right
Send a bad bitch the addy again that's right
Wasting my time
They tell me I got my whole life
Well then I'm timed
23 down and out the way not too many left feel it in my spine
Tony hawk how I been ripping this shit for the past 3 months I been on my grind
But I been trippin wit all of the shit that I'm taking it's like I don't value my life
I drink and pop
And then I drive
Smoke a blunt and stand outside
Hot as f*ck feeling queasy stomach turning side to side
Vision blurry I can't see past 30 yards shit I'm fried
Atleast I don't feel all the shit I was feeling before that shit bout ended my life
Woah woah wait a minute
Gimme a second to count my spinach
Remember when I taking change from bro for dress down day as children
I ain't have a f*cking thing fubu boots wit holes up in em
Now I got like 7 rings we are the champions my nigga
I ain't trippin bout a thing unless it's f*cking wit my mental
Or be f*cking wit my pape the pen is strong than the pencil
Did you get it I was talkin about the lead up in my pistol
Not a killer but I'll kill you if you get the bigger picture
Lover boy
But i ain't nothing like the other boys
Bitches try to use me as a toy
Chucky on em how I change the story
I was never really into Maury
Imma write it in my allegory
Total drama on the category
Rain drops on pages for the signature so you niggas know who wrote it