I've been isolated, I've been having conversations
Talking to myself, I think I need to see a shrink
I got a scattered brain, it needs some maintenance
But I'm scared of therapy, cause they might make me sink
Sunkin' place, I'm at the bar, I drunk an eighth
I lost my taste, about a couple shots ago
I kissed his girl, he punched my face
Ouch, to be honest, that's the most alive I felt in a while
I've been depressed for a while
Growing up is hard, when you dealing with the cards
You was dealt as a child, no rest in a wild
How ironic, I've been losing sleep, chasing dreams
And my head's in the clouds
Sometimes I feel like I'm the best hitter out
A couple seconds later, I be stressed cause I doubt
I remember that I'm blessed and I'm proud
I don't know why
I judge myself through the eyes of other people
I don't know
I'm my own biggest critic
I'm a rotten tomato
At times I hate the way I look or feel and how my life's a mess
But today I'm in the mirror and I ask it who the best
And I say you, oh, oh, oh, na-na-na-na-na
You, oh, oh, oh, na-na-na-na-na
I've been on a mission to become a better person
No, not for you, but for myself
I gotta love me first to love for someone else
I gotta get rich way before I share the wealth
Cause there been days where I get paid
But I give everything I save to save the day
And expect it in return when it's my turn
But they disappear without a trace, that's lesson learned
Oh no, I guess that's the way that it goes
Give them an inch and they takin' the road
When you have drive they gon' ticket and tow
And still ask you for a ride home
I judge myself through the eyes of other people
I don't know
I'm my own biggest critic
I'm a rotten tomato
At times I hate the way I look or feel and how my life's a mess
But today I'm in the mirror and I ask you who the best
And I say you, oh, oh, oh, na-na-na-na-na
You, oh, oh, oh, na-na-na-na-na
You, oh, oh, oh, na-na-na-na-na
You, oh, oh, oh, na-na-na-na-na
You, oh, oh, oh, na-na-na-na-na
You, oh, oh, oh, na-na-na-na-na
No, no, no, no, no, no, no