VY - Illegal Feelings Lyrics

See
I was told
That
The world doesn't stop and feel sorry for you. It just keeps moving on
Maybe that's the problem
We lack compassion

But...

What if we're already dead
And this life is just some form of hell
And the history repeats itself
And we die and we come back again
With no memory of our past sins
To me
All of that makes sense
Damn until we repent
Never repent die aging
If not than explain all this pain
Why does happiness never remain
And pursuing it drive you insane
We're insane
Doing the same thang
Expecting for something to change
But nothing
Ever seems to
Change

Numb from my head to my heart to my toes
The coldness of the world clenching my soul
The strain of pain is weighing
On my world
Let it go

I cry
Feel like the worst person
Alive
Go to sleep with the hope that
I die
Then wake up with angrier vibes
I try
I fail
I jump on a ship with no sails
Floating
I'm stuck in this hell
Thoughts come of offing myself
But to do it I'll never prevail
So forever just trapped in this hell
I'm floating in space
Got burns on my hands and my face
I got to close to the sun
I did it for fun
Uh wait
Ready for impact I brace
Fall down to the
Earth with no grace
If I die then I'll finally feel safe
I'm tired of running this race
And washing the blood off my face
While this dirt keeps infecting my scrapes
You ask
I lie and I say
That I'm great
But I'm really looking
For a way
To escape

Numb
From my head
To my heart
To my toes
The coldness of the world clenching my soul
The strain of pain is weighing
On my world
Let it go

Blind
While preaching bout
Open eyes
I'm quite
I talk to the demons inside
But I can no longer decide
What is reality
I don't what is real
Don't know what is fake
In my eyes everyone is a snake
I trust no one
I do not feel safe
Ohhh
I
Feel
So
Damn

Numb from my head to my heart to my toes
The coldness of the world clenching my soul
The strain of pain is weighing
On my world
Let it go
Just let me...