Stumbled out of the gutter
A sptting image of disappointment
In the face of my mother
I would tell her that I love her
But my ex still has my heart
Searching for me in another man
And using me for parts
I'm not pretending to be happy
I'm pretending to be fine
But when they expect me to smile
That's where I will draw the line
And all the bullshit, all the drama
I just drown it out of sight
Cause if I see someone I care about
Get hurt, I'll lose my mind
Break a face, face the pin
Break a face and face the time
When you're sentenced for your crimes
It's only time that gets you by
I was sleeping on the streets
And I was hiding from the rain
I was counting down my days
And turned my death into a game
Visions I was itching
Prescriptions weren't f*cking hitting
My bitch was declining reach outs
And hand outs she wasn't giving
Was cheating when I was kicked out
Played victim when doors I kicked in
She acted like it was new
But my Tinder bio was vicious
I said it in the description
Don't act like you didn't witness
The witnesses won't be living
I'll pop each top off these bitches
And walk away with the Smith'n
I'll hide away in the ditches
And wait until Satan finds me
He's already paid a visit, yuh
It's cold outside
The reaper's calling out to me
I think my time is due
And I won't fight
The demons wanna eat me
And I think I'd like them to
