Waking Paige - Satellite Lyrics

I've been waking up with sweat the sheets
Red in my eyes, teeth on my lips
I thought I had everything figured out
But I'm alone at the bottom of an arbitrary list

My stomach's turning in the night
I don't see the danger
But something doesn't feel right

I've wasted my whole life
Hoping somebody would
Let me be their satellite
With the world pushing me down
It's hard to make a sound
I need a miracle
To get me off the ground

I've been waking up from that dream again
Tripping in my old house, second story fallout
Outside my window a comet appears
But when I wish to start all over
All I do is disappear

I've wasted my whole life
Hoping somebody would
Let me be their satellite
With the world pushing me down
It's hard to make a sound
I need a miracle
To get me off the ground

I'm looking for a new perspective
After a decade under the influence
An artist in an ambulance
All I wanted
Was a great escape
Out of the middle but
I can't shake it
I can't shake it
I can't shake it out

I've wasted my whole life
Hoping somebody would
Let me be their satellite
With the world pushing me down
It's hard to leave the ground
But I found the miracle
And this is the sound