Brainstorm Video (MV)

I just need some time to think
I'll be okay
I get these brainstorms
I can't escape
Life is complicated plus we over complicate it
Most days I struggle facing basic conversation
I like to write to deal with frustration
But when I'm talking to myself I usually just start an altercation
I tell myself to be patient but I don't like to listen
That's why often times I keep myself at a distance
If you let your mind wander there's a chance you get lost
I think I been paying dues without checking the cost
I get these brainstorms after which fog follows
I contemplate too much and I wallow in hollow sorrows
It's fun to talk big and act like I have bravado
But at the end of the day why do I remain for tomorrow
I hope I make life better for at least one person
I hope somebody finds solace when they hear my verses
I been kid that who can't escape the hurtin' looks calm on the surface
I wanna help those who feel uncertain if a future's really worth it
Feeling like they don't deserve it
Demons always lurkin'
Foggy and uncertain
Tryna find a purpose
Be a better version
Nothing ever working
Only ever worsens
Got a chance on stage but they're too afraid to peak through the curtains
I hope what I'm doing matters
I hope I bring people laughter
I hope I make people gather
Hope they remember me after
I hope people all around me don't all turn into actors
I hope I leave the expectations of everybody shattered
I should prolly ask for help
Don't have to do this myself
Should prolly tell how I've felt and all the ways that's I've dealt
I should do a lot of things but first I'd have to leave my shell
I should focus on my health instead of searching for wealth
There's a reason why the average man makes a living
Many wealthy sold their soul we call that a killing
Not everybody knows but understand the difference
Some have to live for love and others simply love living
I was going goofy ain't nobody knew me
Couldn't sit still needed the bag like lunchtime
Living too fast I said I'll take my chances life was gloomy
This numbskull music made me happy before It ever made a dime
I just need some time to think
I'll be okay
I get these brainstorms
I can't escape