Wallows - Model Album Lyrics

We don't need a repeat of the night when
You called me over to your apartment
Should we get close? Should we put the lights down?
It was never right, I think you know now
There's a lot of things that I could tell you
But some things are left better if you never knew
So I shut myself up with a night cap
I'm not tempted, I just don't like that

Old wounds seem to open up with you
What am I supposed to do?
I don't need to walk you through it

Who said I don't understand or that I probably won't remember
Time in the palm of your hand, we both let go together
But I promise, I get your sentiment
I wonder who's been at your apartment
Would you give in, or would you relent?
Who's been tryin' to get in your bed?

Empathetic to you and your healing
Ask a friend if you still don't believe me
I've got stitches that I'm sewin' up too
So, it isn't fair to say, "I love you"
Let's think before we go and hit send
You're cryin' to me on the phone again
I think this conversation needs to end
Remember you're not the only one in this
I wanna speak, but you won't even talk to me
Not until you'd like to see, all the things we could be

And incentivize things that you internalized
I'd rather tell you a lie
Before predicting what I don't know, could lead into false hope

Who said I don't understand or that I probably won't remember
Time in the palm of your hand, we both let go together
But I promise, I get your sentiment
I wonder who's been at your apartment
Would you give in, or would you relent?
Who's been tryin' to get their signal sent?
I promise, I get your sentiment
I wonder who's been at your apartment
I promise, I get your sentiment
I wonder who's been at your apartment

I only need a shoulder to cry on, cry on
So please would you leave me a light on? Light on
And I'll come by when you don't mind
But not if it'll only waste your time

Well, you can call me anytime, always
You can call me anytime, always
You can call me anytime, always
You can call me anytime

I hope you whisper close when you lean in, lean in
And please give me some kind of reason, reason
To let go of the state of mind
That the only time I waste is mine

Well, you can call me anytime, always
You can call me anytime, always
You can call me anytime, always
You can call me anytime

Can't think of the last time that I truly smiled
'Til you looked up at me, could you stay a while?
Let's look back on past times, the good and the bad
Let's make up the best years you and I have ever had
Can't think of the last time that I truly smiled
'Til you looked up at me, could you stay a while?
Let's look back on past times, the good and the bad
Let's make up the best years you and I have ever had

You can call me anytime, always
You can call me anytime, always
You can call me anytime, always
You can call me anytime, always
You can call me anytime, always
You can call me anytime, always
You can call me anytime, always
You can call me anytime

Who's somebody you know you shouldn't call?
Who were you kissing in the back of your car?
Who's the one, the one who got away?
Who are you thinking of when you end your day?

'Cause I know you can see we're more than a secret
You know I can be just what you want

'Cause I've been out until the morning
And I don't think I'll last another night
I knew the feeling would be forming
After I took a look into your eyes
But are you ready for it, darling?
I'll take on your responsibilities
And you've got everybody calling
But I know that you're calling after me

Don't play dumb, I know you fantasize
You could have me on my back every night
I don't mind the things that you've been doing
Think you need someone like me to get through it

And I know you can see we'll have people talking
You know we can be just what they want

'Cause I've been out until the morning
And I don't think I'll last another night
I knew the feeling would be forming
After I took a look into your eyes
But are you ready for it, darling?
I'll take on your responsibilities
And you've got everybody calling
But I know that you're calling after me

'Cause I've been out until the morning
And I don't think I'll last another night
I knew the feeling would be forming
After I took a look into your eyes
But are you ready for it, darling?
I'll take on your responsibilities
And you've got everybody calling
But I know that you're calling after me
You're calling after me

Every night when you talk in your sleep
I try to stop you from grinding your teeth
Are you running away from something?
Are you worried you're feeling nothing?

Here we go again, tell me what's been left unsaid
I'm not in your head, can you help me understand?

Are you having a bad dream, baby?
Tossin', turnin' in our sheets lately
Are you having a bad dream, baby?
I wanna wake you, but you won't let me

Does it linger when days are still young?
Daydreaming and biting your tongue
On the other hand, maybe I misunderstand
Here I go again, am I projecting all your plans?

Are you having a bad dream, baby?
Tossin', turnin' in our sheets lately
Are you having a bad drеam, baby?
I wanna wake you, but you won't let me

Thеse nights are cold, you're not alone
I lie awake and feel you shake
I hold you close, but you never know
Is it just your dream or reality?

Are you having a bad dream, baby?
A reflection of your thoughts lately
Are you having a bad dream, baby?
I wanna wake you but you won't let me (Here we go again)

Are you having a bad dream, baby?
Are you having a bad dream, baby? (Here we go again)
Are you having a bad dream, baby?
I wanna wake you, but you won't let me (Here we go again)

Here we go again

[Dylan Minnette]
Held you close when it got colder
Placed your head upon my shoulder
Now it feels like you don't know me
If it's real, then can you show me?

These are all the things that we'll choose to remember
Did you cross your fingers when you said forever?
Did it look the same with the other before me?
Am I just a name you flip through in your story

Of people
You've made to love you?

[Dylan Minnette & Braeden Lemasters]
You could've given me a warning
'Cause you had me holding out for nothin'
Oh, you could've given me a warning
If you knew that all your walls would cave in
Yeah, I could've given in some more
But you had me holding open the door
Oh, you could've given me a warning
'Cause you had me holdin' out, holdin' out

[Braeden Lemasters]
Oh, I could've saw the spark in your eyes fading
All these steps that I'm retracing
'Til I get lost and time stops forever
Feel like I'm locked, but you're not, you're better

These are all the things that we'll choose to remember
Did you cross your fingers when you said forever?
Did it look the same with the other before me?
Am I just a name you flip through in your story

Of people
You've made to love you?
How can you have someone to lean on
If they don't get through?

[Dylan Minnette & Braeden Lemasters]
You could've given me a warning
'Cause you had me holding out for nothin'
Oh, you could've given me a warning
If you knew that all your walls would cave in
Yeah, I could've given in some more
But you had me holding open the door
Oh, you could've given me a warning
'Cause you had me holdin' out, holdin' out

Oh, you could've given me a warning
'Cause you had me holding out for nothin'
Oh, you could've given me a warning
'Cause you had me holding out for nothin'
Oh, you could've

Woo

I'll do it better, I'll make it alright
I'm hesitant to tell you something doesn't feel right
I'm nearing a collapse, but I swear that I'm intact
I do, I do, hey
Can't you feel it? It's written on the mirror
Will you decide? I can't make it clearer
I don't want to go home tonight
Alone

You know I wouldn't mind, right?
You know I wouldn't mind, right?
You know it's on my mind, right?
You know I wouldn't mind, right?

I'll do it better, I'll make it alright
I know I can be deceiving, but I'm trying this time
I've fallen off the track, and it's harder to look back
At you, at you, hey

You know I wouldn't mind, right?
You know I wouldn't mind, right?
You know it's on my mind, right?
You know I wouldn't mind, right?

[Dylan Minnette]
Is my life
All wasted nights?
This isn't what I had in mind
To get along
Do I need someone?
I think about it all the time

I've gone it alone
Guess I didn't know
That curious could amount to this
When you came along
I knew what was wrong
If you want to know exactly what I've missed

[Dylan Minnette & Braeden Lemasters]
It's you
I'm just saying it's you
You
You're what I've been chasing
Show me where my days went
It's you
I'm just saying it's you
You
You're what I've been chasing
Show me where my days went

[Dylan Minnette]
Did I say a lot?
Take that pressure off
But know that I'm waiting over here
Ready when you are
We can take it far

I see it now
It's funny how
I'm not afraid of time with you
When I reflect
I used to deflect
In fear of what more years would do
That changed because of

[Dylan Minnette & Braeden Lemasters]
You
I'm just saying it's you
You
You're what I've been chasing
Show me where my days went
It's you
I'm just saying it's you
You
You're what I've been chasing
Show me where my days went

[Dylan Minnette]
If I used to see
You right next to me
I'd never lack any confidence
That everything is fine
In time
You're what I've been chasing
Show me where my days went

Wake up in the morning light
Only got you in mind
Wonder if you think of me
Wonder if you'd give me time
Tell me if it's out of line
That I'd give you all mine
I know we've only hardly met
Remember every word you said
The way we sat in the heat
And you wiped off my sweat
The way you grazed my arm
The way you got in my head
Maybe you should come inside
Maybe we could talk all night
You don't have to mince your words
Anything you say is fine
I can always slow it down
We can take the long way 'round
But I think you havе what I need
And maybe I need it now
You don't need to make a sound
You know I can hold it down
Everything you hopе to find
I think I've already found
So what you waiting for?
And will you come back for more?
I wanna show you it all
What we could have in store

It's just something about you
All the things that you do
Make me see the end through
Ooh, ooh

Take me back to where you're from
All the way to day one
Everything that led you here
And then we'll keep adding on
So what are we waiting for?
I'm not looking anymore
So let me give you a key
To ever unlock my door

It's just something about you
All the things that you do
Make me see the end through
Ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

Searching for something real, just like I used to feel
There's words you want to hear that I can't seem to make clear
But still your company is never lost on me
I may not always be present, but

Even if I looked the other way, love
Doesn't mean I've got nothing to say, love
I'm just looking for a way to change up
Wonder if I'm ever gonna wake up
Oh, don't you think that it's strange?

It's strange
It's strange, strange

When my back's against the wall, everything else gets stalled
"Do you еven care at all?" I try to

Even if I look thе other way, love
Doesn't mean I've got nothing to say, love
I'm just looking for a way to change up
Wonder if I'm ever gonna wake up
Oh, don't you think that it's strange?
To always look for someone you relate to?
Always thinking somebody can change you
Time for me to go, don't wanna wake you
Oh, don't you think that it's strange?

It's strange
It's strange, strange

Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

But even if I look the other way, love
I promise I've got something to say, love
I'm just looking for a way to change up
Wonder if I'm ever gonna wake up
Oh, don't you think that it's strange?
To always look for someone to relate to?
Always thinking somebody will change you
But I don't know if I can change too

Oh, don't you think that it's strange?
Don't you think that it's strange?
Don't you think that it's strange, strange?
Don't you think that it's strange?
Don't you think that it's strange?
Don't you think that it's strange, strange?

Who's been out here?
Hold your hand up
I could call it even if you never stand up
Two more blank eyes lookin' through me
Thinkin' of a place from where you maybe knew me
Been in search of new sensations
Now I'm just looking for some communication
Is there ever a simple answer?
She's a model, she's an actress, she's a dancer

If the mood's right, we'll talk all night
It might be a road to nowhere, but it's alright
It might help me not feel empty
Have you learnеd something about me once you'vе left me?
What's the motive? What's the reason?
What's the right or wrong occasion for an evening?
I'm just craving a connection
Can you tell that I'm nervous just by my complexion?
Guess I'm gaining some momentum
Yeah, we've got a little tension and it's pent up
It means nothing, but I know one thing
I'll keep running until I crash into something

There's people knockin' at my door
Don't know if I can let 'em in
I need to be alone, not be taken away
I thought that I owed myself all this time
I don't want to be forgotten, but I've been avoiding being found
Maybe what I owe myself is an open heart
To someone I wanna keep around

Arms are reaching, eyes are open
It's my first time doing this so here's to hopin'
She's a wonder, a sensation
She's like a figment of my imagination
Do your words hold hidden meaning?
Hold your gaze on me and I feel like I'm dreaming
I looked up to you above me
Said it's difficult to not say that you love me

And if you're ever at my door
You know I'll always let you in
I'm no longer afraid of being taken away
So give me your hand and I'll give you mine
I want to keep up with you so could you tell me what you think feels good?
And if you want it, lovely girl, then you got it, ah
Make you scream about it like you should

Oh, I'm scared of goin' under
Thinkin' that it's over
With you
Now my head has hit the pavement
You've been isolating
Slowing down

I hope it's better this year
Tell me what I wanna hear
You hold it down when I can't speak
You hold it down
Just wake me up when it's over
My headache shows when it's over
My heart, it races
Can barely face it

Oh, I'm scared of goin' under
If it's almost over
With you
Now my head has hit the pavement
I've been oscillating
Spinnin' 'round

Now I don't know where I'm turnin'
Every step's a new end, no way out
I sense in every way
This feeling that I disregard
All that we are and say goodbye
But you know I will never leave
Set the time to think
Go ahead, make a road
I'm gonna get this far
Now this feeling that you're losin', oh
I'm so sure that we'll make it out once more
And go over to you
Yeah, oh, yeah, I'm gonna make it through

Oh, I'm scared of goin' under
If it's ever over
With you
Now my head has hit the pavement
Just got to be patient
Take our time

You are my only ecstasy
You are my only ecstasy

Shirtless in your garden, the sun was shining in your eyes
I looked around the golden ground and found the thin, green lines
You ran to pick me flowers, then you brought them up to me
Engraved that day and smile, you gave in to my memory

You are my only ecstasy
You are the only one for me

Don't apologize for crying, I will always hold you space
Beyond your fallen tears, I can see generations in your face
I see the eyes of unborn daughters, I see you on a deathbed too
Not long before or after me, 'cause I don't want to outlive you, it's true

Because you are my only ecstasy
You are the only one for me

Feeling like the time is through of acting like we never knew
And you are my only ecstasy

So take all of my devotion
I've walked across an empty ocean
To find it, although fragmented now
I can see it all through your eyes

You are my only ecstasy
You are the only one for me
You are my only ecstasy
You are my only ecstasy