confusion Video (MV)

Same thoughts different sound, whoa, yeah
Same thoughts different sound
Stepping forward aimlessly
I walk with no direction
I caught this little sickness
Ima call that shit affection
It's up under my skin
It's causing rashes and infections
Affecting every angle
Of my views and my perception
Preceding my reality
Where everyone is doubting me
Closing up my doors
Cause business tanked like Movie Gallery
My name isn't Nemo
So quit fishing for my clownery
Lost my mind like Nero
Paranoia is surrounding me
Everywhere I go, go
I tell people no, no
When they put their nose, nose
Where it don't belong, whoa
Taking tiny steps (step step step)
With these heavy breaths, sigh
Every day I live, live
I don't know what's next, die
Everyday's a risk
I blink and there's a chance
My life will be cut brisk
Never follow up my plans cause
I don't really
I don't really
I don't really know, know
If I'll ever
If I'll ever
Find myself a home
Wanna go back and fix
Every error I've missed
Ignorance is my bliss
I'm way too tolerant (true)
Treat me like a doormat
Cleaning off your muddy shoes
I appear to be alright
But I've had three types of abuse
I need antidepressants
Yet refuse the medications
When one almost gave me seizures
It's due for hesitation (true)
What I need is dopamine
A little serration
The only thing that's dope in me
Are bars I spit when toasted
I know when you wake up
Is when I lay my head
Usually round four to five
Different demons in my bed
How can I catch dreams?
I can't even catch Z's
Insomnia's a bitch ain't it
Please just give me peace
A piece if you is all I need
But in your eyes is gleaming greed
Bugging like you're doing speed
You scratch my back until it bleeds
We're a broken pair
Cracked frames like useless spectacles
Life just isn't fair
Question why like I am skeptical
I still do not know, no
Why we should go on, no
Towel on the rack, huh
Means I'm going home, oh
Take it all away, gone
Every single day, yeah
Repeats it's the same, damn
Repeats it's the same, damn
I need to take a break, true
Some time to just recoup, back
But like a lonely chick
I don't have a place to roost cause
I don't really
I don't really
I don't really know, no
Why I'm even
Why I'm even
Trying to go on, whoa
Ready to walk away
Please don't try and call my name
Wasted time with this fiend
Ima do what's best for me
Ima do what's best for me
Ima do what's best for me