Surface above
But I'm too far below
Held down under
And I don't want to go
I'm begging to breathe
But no breath can get in
I'm trying
Thoughts in my mind
And it's dragging me down
Further until
I just give up and drown
Shaking and weak
I'm so weighted and then
I'm dying
Constant battle, it's a war against me
Anxious to fall but I'm always falling
I can't trust myself when my worlds crashing down
I'm anxious to fall but I feel like I'm gonna
Numb to the bone
But I still ache inside
Anxiously waiting
Until I just die
No hope for me
When I just can't break free
Tormented
Fighting for my life
But it won't suffice
Ever so close
But I'm tangled in strife
I see the surface
But I'm out of the time
Constant battle, it's a war against me
Anxious to fall but I'm always falling
I can't trust myself when my worlds crashing down
I'm anxious to fall but I feel like I'm gonna
Drown
Drown
Drown
Drown
Drown
Drown
Drown
Drown
Drown
Drown
Drown
Drown