After all these years of pretending
Like a stranger under skin
I'm ready for salvation
Breathing nightmares
Black controls me as far as I remember
Summon memories that hold fear
Come close I taste these feelings once again
Decay is what they teach me
I can't control my fears
Thoughts searching for an exit
I try to stand my ground
As long as you please me
Emptiness, my steady friend
You please me
As I carry the weight
I can't await the warmth of passing
One last pain awaits me
I cut me free
Breathing nightmares
Black controls me as far as I remember
Summon memories that hold fear
Come close I taste these feelings once again
Decay is what they teach me
I can't control my fears
Thoughts searching for an exit
I try to stand my ground
As long as you please me
Emptiness, my steady friend
You please me
As I carry the weight
How long can my legs handle the run
How long can I carry the weight
Like a nova eating suns
Emptiness my steady friend
Same fight, same shit, same life
Call me a coward, but I chose this way
My time has come
Please forgive me
I can't control my fears
Thoughts searching for an exit
I try to stand my ground
As long as you please me
Emptiness, my steady friend
You please me
As I carry the weight
You please me
You please me
You please me