wave to earth - beck. Lyrics

Yeah, I know that I'm broke
You knew my dreams weren't big enough, oh
I thought I'd make a good living on my own, oh no
But the reality is always a mess

Play with the kids on the way home
'Cause I'm still so ashamed on my way back, yeah
So pray for me, my dear, for my way home
But I don't wanna go back, on my way home

Hey Beck, do you think I'm a joke?
I know that I'm broke
So I'll just laugh it off too, mm

Play with the kids on the way home
'Cause I'm still so ashamed on my way back, yeah
So pray for me, my dear, for my way home
But I don't wanna go back, on my way home

Memories of my failures pass me by
Oh, I can barely remember the way back, it's out of sight
I can't recall where we've begun to meet
Do you even exist?
Or am I losing your memories?

Well, anyway, I just wanna say thank you
Just the thought of not being alone gets me through, mm