This is just a letter to a girl I used to love
All the women who think I'm talking about them
Not the ones, cause she knows just who she is
And I'm not the man I was, really I was just a kid, baby
Product of the mud, shawty I done showed you things
I can never show another, I don't ever trust these women
Barely even trust my mother, and girl you came close
Like f*ck them other hoes, but it's thorns on your rose
You a bad motherf*cker, and I done seen it all
Live from the gutter, prayers from my mama
I might die for my brother and everything that I do
Is to provide for my mama
Swimming in an ocean full of sharks and piranhas, Aww, yeah
And I say, please don't judge me
Even on those nights when I couldn't be there
And don't tell me that you love me
Cause you know what it does to me, yeah
And I never did you wrong, says everyone who did
People never see they flaws, shit, that's just the way it is
But what really piss me off, dawg, and I can't lie about it
Is when people just can't bear to swallow half of what they dish
And you tell all your friends I'm a dog ass nigga
But you used to be my bitch, something wrong with that picture
And you focus on the negatives and never let it develop
Into anything beautiful, you all off of liquor
No sleep, cold feet, hot flashes
I done cried a thousand times, but who's asking
We both did things, shawty, at least I can't admit it
But you never say a thing, so I can only imagine
Nigga, dry them tears from your eyes
They say, boys, don't cry
I believed it all my life, oh, yeah
Guess I've been living a lie
But I guess it could be worse, nigga
Least I'm still alive, yeah, yeah
And I say, please don't judge me
Even on those nights when I couldn't be there
And don't tell me that you love me
Cause you know what it does to a nigga, yeah