Daily Struggle Video (MV)

Sometimes I don't know why
I get high and close my eyes
They telling me all these lies
The times I coulda died
No peaking now open wide
My struggle I try and try
So called friends they hate
My night i improvise

I been asked once or twice
Thru out my whole life
Do i believe in the man upstairs
The lord jesus christ
And All i do is sigh
Cause only he know why
The daily struggle
How hard I steady cry an cry
So i just let it ride
Smoke to release my mind
And come to realize
That I might be the next to die
Just at the drop of a dime
Nomo jImhiil rhymes
Drive by bullets fly
One of them might be mine
One more for sore eyes
99% of the time
Overtime somebody die
A Black parent cries
I do not think I'm wise
It's written there it lies
A major country fall
And smaller one will rise
My uncle think died
Gone to that other side
A steady path nomo
Now its just slip n side
The cars and jewelry fine
Thats wish is not mine
And i come to the gate
Give me wings and let me fly

Sometimes I don't know why
I get high and close my eyes
They telling me all these lies
The times I coulda died
No peaking now open wide
My struggle I try and try
So called friends they hate
My night i improvise

A Simple past and All the lies
I had to watch to many cry
Thats why i get high close my eyes
And wonder why we die
Man these world is so cold i gotta drink a fifth of hen
Keep a close eye on my friends
And watch out for my dividends
Man these lame punks faggots
Thats out here they make me sick
They talk behind my back
When i'm round they ride all on my click
Every since lil rob died
I been on another level
Stop doing that work for the devil
And I got myself together
Always shine thru stormy weather
Telling myself it gone get better
Damn shame a night can't even keep that heat
Under my sweater
As a night older the world got colder
To keep myself alive of the gak
I'm the beholder

Sometimes I don't know why
I get high and close my eyes
They telling me all these lies
The times I coulda died
No peaking now open wide
My struggle I try and try
So called friends they hate
My night i improvise

I Stuggle long
I struggle hard
But i kept my faith in god
Packing my cheese up on the block
Hoping that i don't get rob
Always ducking dodging cops
Man i"m tired of selling rocks
Hoping that this madness stop
And take my time up off the clock
Didn't nobody really show me
Man i wish yall would a told me
Now that think gone
Everybody else just bore me
And my baby on the way
I'm hoping to see a better day
Out here tryna get my pay
Now tell me what you trying to say

I'm Holding on being strong cause all my homies gone
And i walk with my head down because i feel so alone
It's like my heart stop pumping
And i'm headed for destruction
See the music steady bumping
Tell the truth I feel nothing
All i got is my fam and my girl miss Abraham
Hoping one day our life
Come up out this traffic jam
And i Scream Redi
Till The day that i Die
So i sit back reminisce
And get high

Sometimes I don't know why
I get high and close my eyes
They telling me all these lies
The times I coulda died
No peaking now open wide
My struggle I try and try
So called friends they hate
My night i improvise