I think James is still there
He taught me how to forgive
Then he made a mistake
And I made him wallow in it
So now I have to decide
Which part was the lie
The part that fixes what shatters
Or the one that lacks any spine
A heavy haunt I can't settle
You weren't supposed to be weak like me
Try not to split my affection
Can't risk dividing it away
Won't make this feeling infectious
Won't multiply, won't sustain
The fury in not knowing
How you could watch these hearts break
You were once the man I wished that I could be
A heavy haunt I can't settle
The springs of life cease to flow in me