Look around the room
I see faces full of gloom
I presume but that's me
Giving off some type of energy
Mixed with negativity
Depression state of mind
It troubles me
Is haunting me oh I know
Way back when
Still a young nigga with no plans or friends
Lonely inside but I never said
Nathen to my parents I was
Feeling kinda anxious anyway
Any day after I was always
Standing tall shortly after
I became my greatest downfall tried to ball
Didn't work
Got cut
So I said f*ck it
Imma be a gamer what a lamer
But It maintained everything I be holding inside my mind
Insane my brain that's all fine really
Picture that
Now picture this
I'm my own nemesis
Evils what you make it out to be
Not to be
Not to see
Not to run and Im still creeping on myself
(Gah damn)
I'm in dire need of help within me
Feeling really lonely
Nobody really knows me
I think I'm dying slowly
Has it started or its brewing
Hopefully it's queued
Second is my attitude
Being rude to people
Sets the mood for the day
(Uhhh)
Help me (Ouuu)
I'm just so lonely
I don't got no one
Help me (Ouuu)
I'm just so lonely
I don't got no one
See everybody knows that I've been bottled up
Drink the pain away and pour the bottle up
Face adversity I feel like giving up
Cruising in the whip I roll the windows down
I just wanna scream and I just wanna shout
I just want to let all my feelings out
Me and the music is inseparable
Let my feelings out when I step into the booth
Mirror Mirror on the wall
Who's the wackiest of them all
Is me
Is them
Or the people I let in my life
Or is it even sin that we do as human beings allowing me to play pretend
Like I give two f*cks
(Like I give two f*cks)
I'm not understanding this at all
My life sucks
(My life sucks)
But I'm going down a different path
Striving for longevity
Positivity
I was lonely now I envy me
Still I envy he
To the most up high
Tryna get by
Just to get by
I imagine finer things life and look up in the sky
Despite the inner battles that we face and hide
Currently I Stand up tall and walk with pride
Put aside bull shit
Move past loose ends
Help me (Ouuu)
I'm just so lonely
I don't got no one
See everybody knows that I've been bottled up
Drink the pain away and pour the bottle up
Face adversity I feel like giving up
Cruising in the whip I roll the windows down
I just wanna scream and I just wanna shout
I just want to let all my feelings out
Me and the music is inseparable
Let my feelings out when I step into the booth
Lastly here's a message for the lonely and the weak
Raise yo hands so high above and git up out your seat
Speak out
Right now
Be ya own motivator
And a smoove operator
For them haters
Contemplating on ya movements
Tell em surely you can do this
Then after leave them niggas clueless
Looking stupid
Like I said you can do it
Practice what I preach in which I does
Look at loneliness turn from sadness into love
Look at loneliness turn form
Sadness into love
Do you know how it feels to be alone
Loneliness is nothing but a mindset
You choose to stay alone because no one controls differently
Indecisive