My Own Society Video (MV)

I'm losing count of all the days and nights
But I've been catching fallen angels in disguise
I was scared there's no one by my side at night
And I let my guard down again
I hurt for those restless nights
Those heartaches and heartbreaks
Those tears that I shed for you
Those anxious thoughts and fears
I'll turn them into fire burning inside me
I'll leave them buried underneath the darkest place
I'll find a way to guide myself and move along
They'll be gone
I listened to those crazy words you said
But I've been hearing voices running in my head
Now I'm calmest by myself at night
I won't let my guard down again
I hurt for those restless nights
Those heartaches and heartbreaks
Those tears that I shed for you
Those anxious thoughts and fears
I'll turn them into fire burning inside me
I'll leave them buried underneath the darkest place
I'll find a way to guide myself and move along
They'll be gone
I'll stop pouring my heart out
I'll create my own society
To build myself back up again
In my own colored mind
I'll be home
I'll be home
I'm finally home
I'm finally home