WesydeUnderground - Breakdown Lyrics

Like i was dreaming but awake
Something made me start to shake violent
I'm in a crowded room, I'm hearing silence
With blood dripping out my eyelid
Down my cheek, it stains my teeth violet
The taste, I kinda like it
But that's it, not this other stupid bullshit that I can't deal with
Breaking down I hit the ground hard
Shaking like a retard all up in your front yard
My card was pulled a long time ago
I mean I've been here before
Down on the floor wishing for the worst
Fetal position, praying for the hearse, cursing my birth
What am I worth if I can't get it together again
I'll never see my f*ckin' family and friends and then
What am I supposed to do in this pen
This f*ckin' cell that my mind created
From all the hatred and the malice, the foulness, the sourness
That is man, that is me, can't you see we're all one in the same
Survival is the game, some are playin', some are livin'
Others breathing for shit giving and ass kickin'
I'm not bitching, I'm just stating what you should have known from the beginning
And what's that? It's just that I'm not right, don't trust your eyesight
Even in the broad daylight
I've been known to ignite a bright spark followed by black light

So here they come
There they go
These thoughts be f*ckin' up my flow
I never know which way
I know they're gonna get me
Unless we release the seed within the sound
I'm goin' down
So here they come
There they go
These thoughts be f*ckin' up my flow
I never know which way
I know they're gonna get me
Unless we release the seed within the sound
I'm goin' down

So down I be, again I see that I can't face my reality
Some things they never change, it's just another day
Another way for me to try and f*cking break away
So down I go, again so low below, who knows how black is this soul
This voice inside of me, it f*ckin' lies to me
So f*ck therapy I need to get this outta me
Before my sanity is just a thing of the past
Or maybe that's the key for me to finally be free at last
I'm past the point of returning, I'm burning inside
No time to find or realize this poison in my mind, I'm living blind
These kind of feelings I've been feeling, I can't deal
They're so real
Got me willing to kill
Not for a thrill but for release
To find peace, increase the homicide
Somebody's gotta die

I'm not right

So here they come, there they go
These thoughts be f*ckin' up my flow
So down I be, again I see that I can't face my reality
Some things they never change, it's just another day
Another way for me to try and f*cking break away
Unless we release the seed within the sound
I'm goin' down
I'm goin' down
I'm goin' down
I'm goin' down
So here they come, there they go
These thoughts be f*ckin' up my flow
I never know which way
I know they're gonna get me
Unless we release the seed within the sound
I'm goin' down
I'm goin' down
I'm goin' down
I'm goin' down