White Noise Maker - Disappearing Act Lyrics

How long have I been missing
I've been vanishing
A couple years or maybe ten
The days, the weeks
They tend to blend together 'til the fictions turn into the facts
It's so hard to tell the difference in this disappearing act

The phone don't talk much
There's no one left to call
And the mirror's done reflecting, love
I think she's seen enough
When all those little late night promises
Started slipping through the cracks
That's when I should have noticed
I'm a disappearing act

(Disappearing act)
Tell me that you know how it feels
Tell me that I might make it back
Tell me that the worst is over
This can't be all that I have
I know the answer before I even ask
Am I really just a disappearing act

No sleight of hand, no magic left, nothing up my sleeve
This artless house of card tricks
Left like garbage on the cheap apartment carpet
No curtain calls, the curtains fall
The house lights fade to black
What a disappointing turnout
For my disappearing act

Out of reach, outta touch
Outta sight, outta mind
Just one in a couple billion
Lost souls, new ghosts
Everyday a little bit more goes missing
The truth is clear, it's buried in my bleary past
It's not some gorgeous grand illusion
It's a conclusion to a disappearing act