Walking home alone from that party alone and scared
Waiting, wishing, hoping that there's someone there
Wishing that the night would've turned out at planned
But God doesn't care for me anymore
Sitting in my room 3 AM
No more friends
Staring at the wall wondering what could've been
If I had the guts to say how I feel
But I was stuck not feeling a thing after all
In the hospital sitting at the foot of a bed
Sitting silently fearing what comes next
It seems that the days were grayer as the months went on
Trying to climb out of this hole that I'm in