Whoisjordann - On the clock Lyrics

I'm a real nigga who is Jordan ' Yes I f*cked up in my past can you forgive
Wake up in the mornin brush my teeth and take a shower
Get ready for work I work at Publix too much hours
Side hustle this music where I feel I got the power
Only reason why I did this shit cause God gave me a flower
Started from the bottom I'm still here but I'm gon' raise up
All lonely inside that's how I know y'all do not give a f*ck
Hurt from all these girls they ain't say nothin didn't wish me luck
Hard for me to find the one I love cause I can barely trust
Not sorry I'm glad that my mama raised me
She made me into a better man everyday she's prayin
Some days I can barely stand and I'm still just nineteen
Someone gon' give me a chance be patient keep workin
I think about more than myself so really I'm not worried
I'm gonna do everything that y'all said I couldn't
Why y'all gotta make me feel wrong feel like I'm nothing
I just try to give all of my love but I'm not perfect
That's why I regret so many things cause I'm not worthy
Take a piece of my heart and step on it just leave it leave it bloody
Everyday I'm tired but grindin' means that I'm somethin
Remember you had lied to me tellin' me you had loved me
Lied to me and hidin' it thinkin' that I was stupid
Curvin' me and playin' me how did you get so ruthless
Try to talk to you but you acted like you was clueless
It's okay I'm man enough keep my head up keep movin
I'm a real nigga who is Jordan
Yes I f*cked up in my past can you forgive
I been spending' all these bands on these hoes
Not nomo I'm gon' save up no friends all alone
Then don't ask what my name was ghost story I was the lame one
Man who is Jordan
What's crazy this is my main goal man who is Jordan
Okay they still don't know me go look me up
Rap nigga real nigga the same one I don't change up
Keep on grindin keep on workin' for my life it won't be long
I don't care how many times it take for me to get a hit I love my songs
In here keep writin' everything I need on my list my catalog
Fightin' depression every day I'm battlin my heart be strong
I'ma keep writin keep writin' till someone call my phone
Want me to sign it decline it my soul belongs to God yo
In the studio I'm workin yeah I'm on the clock
Man I'm on the clock
Promise y'all that I'm gon' make it I will never stop
They wanna intrigue
Well go ahead do that to someone else
Lit and you can't f*ck with me what I'm in you can't get into
That my heart is locked it's never free
Held her down but no harmony Kimmy ki she had
Lied to me they had stabbed me in my f*ckin' back
And now my heart gone it's locked in links
Never goin' back ever again
No Kimora I promise I cannot be your friend