WhoLostej - Used to Missing You Lyrics

Lately I've been in a mood; seeing you with different dudes
It's been f*cking with my mind, patience, and my attitude
I got used to being fine; I got used to playing cool
But when I'm alone at night; I ain't used to missing you
Every day I wake up to the same shit
Another f*cker tryna cut into my paycheck
Yeah the moon and I just like to have some conversation
I look to the sky at night and swear that all I say is...

I ain't used to missing you, I ain't used to missing you
I'm used to balling lots of shawtees calling tell 'em to come through
I'm used to smokin', pass out in the mornin', wake up next to you
I'm used to staying up and making music just to think of you

I used to wake up in the morning just to see if you had messaged me
Nowadays I wake up knowing you ain't textin' me
New man on my line, he hit me up- like why he testin' me
Sent him my location he pull up he finna rest in peace
Feeling like a dummy 'cuz I let you get the best of me
Went back to the trap I'm Flipping chicken like its sesame
Creeping 'round the corner I feel like karma is catching me
Keeping my mind busy 'cuz thoughts of you always stressing me
I got a band a check
She like to wear all my diamonds 'cuz she like the way that they dance on her neck
Told my homie you my bitch I made that man take a step
Then I snap outta that shit remember that you left
I wish you well; bitch, I wish you well
And remember that my M's must come after L's
Will we last? Shawtee who can tell

I ain't used to missing you, I ain't used to missing you
I'm used to balling lots of shawtees calling tell 'em to come through
I'm used to smokin', pass out in the mornin', wake up next to you
I'm used to staying up and making music just to think of you

I ain't used to missing you, I hope that you've been missing me
I got some shit I gotta do, before you fall in love with me
I gotta get out of this room, my god I gotta find a key
Because every I love you was just another lie to me
I'm just a drug abuser tryna fix his life with music
I got her name in my phone but I know I'll never use it
Might wanna call her, wanna check and see how she was doing
But deep down in my soul I know that I'll never do it

I ain't used to missing you, I ain't used to missing you
I'm used to balling lots of shawtees calling tell 'em to come through
I'm used to smokin', pass out in the mornin', wake up next to you
I'm used to staying up and making music just to think of you

Just to think of you
I used to sit up in my room and think of things that I could do
I used to scroll all through my phone back to when I was seeing you
Feeling like I'm bleeding while I'm reading I love you
Now I'm feeling like a free man while she's coughing on my semen
Told that bitch to call me EJ only she could call me Ethan

I ain't used to missing you, I ain't used to missing you
I'm used to balling lots of shawtees calling tell 'em to come through
I'm used to smokin', pass out in the mornin', wake up next to you
I'm used to staying up and making music just to think of you

I ain't used to missing you, I ain't used to missing you
I ain't used to missing you, I ain't used to missing you
I ain't used to missing you, I ain't used to missing you
I ain't used to missing you, I ain't used to missing you

Wake up next to you
Wake up next to you
I wanna wake up next