fed up Video (MV)

Don't know what I'm supposed to be thinking, i can't call it
Fearful of drinking grandaddy was an alcoholic
I can still smell tobacco under my fingernails
Dead men never kiss and tell, wish me well
I've had to carry women strewn over my shoulder
The weight of many boulders just to make sure they don't fold
Still see the 20-foot drop between my toes
Didn't know how to cope but i wasn't letting go
Made sure on my life you were there the next day
Made sure on my life you were the next day
I wouldn't know what i would do without you
You wouldn't know what you would do without me
I'm fed up with almost losing you
Fed up with almost losing her
Fed up with almost losing everything between
If you looked behind the scenes you'd see it wasn't what it seems