Lets take a journey through the mind of me
Possibly I'd say my least favorite quality cuz
It's drivin me up out what I believe that I should keep trying
To be an artist music got to me since
I was just a youngin didn't give a f*ck what others think or said
But here we f*cking go again I guess I did give a f*ck
But I just wish I never did
When will all of this givin a f*ck shit just f*ckin end bitch
I had enough I f*ckin hate the battles all because
I put my trust in people who ain't cared as half as much as me
Leave me wonderin what the f*ck are friends
Once this music bringin numbers everybody wantin in
And now I'm on my own again I got a few associates
But nobody hit me up I don't allow no others in
All I see are snakes and leeches
Who be thinkin everythings been going f*ckin great for me
Because my sounds are bumpin this is how I found you wasn't shit
Cuz where you when I was panicking like every night it f*ckin hit
Writing this was hard I'm thinkin OCD is f*ckin with the shit
I jot which may be why I delete songs that I would spit
And I bet that half of y'all won't f*ckin get it
Cuz you don't deal with the shit I gotta deal with
Too many people sick with mental illness but don't speak about it
So I'm speakin loud I hope you hear it
Bitch just listen
If you hear this
Because I ain't kiddin anymore you call this living
What in the f*ck am I doing I'm stuck in this room I got nothin to do
Ay
Over obsessing shit that I don't get like my mind is in love with depression lets take a walk