God Is Real Video (MV)

I know it's been a while we ain't reconnected
Time goes I can't keep to seconds
I know this is my fault and I apologize if it means amending
This friendship that feels one-sided
In time I need more guidance then I come back Looking for directions
Say the same shit like a broken record
My father told me that you exist and I doubted it I ain't proud of it
I probably see it through a different lens
But it's still you no matter how it is
So when I'm looking back after all I've been through
Compulsive acts count all my issues
I hope I made you so proud of this and I hope I don't let you down again
Last year I thought I'd finally meet you
She was evil, telling lies I see through
Gaslighting me nights to keep me up for two months while she seeped through
Moved on but she ain't like the sequel
Pissed off her whole posse evil
Post comments but it don't bother
Cause it's all wrong and they cannot deceive you
Crucify me for the right thing if I'm like you then you like me
Met the angel I needed at the right time so I couldn't find peace
And I cried weeks at that time and even right now I could feel my eyes leak
If I'm too blind from the light please
Hold my hand and just guide me

I look up to the sky once more
Hoping for a sign
Hoping that you'll send one down
Send one down
Send it right for me, for me
Rain down on me, shine down and show me more, show me more
Make me believe, let me receive your glory, glory

I said it's been a while and I don't mean to start
With the same shit that I said before
I just need me a sign that things will be fine cause I just ain't really sure
I've been trying to make it out with recording and writing songs since just a boy
Woke up now I'm 24 I don't think I can give no more
And at times I feel enraged
I just wanna quit, it's like last year
Then you finally come and save me
Keep wondering will it happen
Cause if not I need to change it
And move on to something, no rapping
Then I stop and something say, that's why they call it faith
Was I meant for this? Cause I thought so
I could hear it call as I walked home
School bus, I get dropped off
Never mind it was unknown
And I knew for certain that this would work and had no plan that I could confirm it
I turned the furnace up, see em squirming
It burns out and I leave discouraged
So please show me something
I'm in need of confirmation
Can you see the time I'm wasting waiting till it peaks, but I'm complacent
I don't mean to sound ungrateful have faith and believe that I'm able
It just feels like I'm unstable
And if you hear this, God, I thank you

I look up to the sky once more
Hoping for a sign
Hoping that you'll send one down
Send one down
Send it right for me, for me
Rain down on me, shine down and show me more, show me more
Make me believe, let me receive your glory, glory

Glory, glory