My Darling (feat. Enkosé) Video (MV)

Come on pick up, pick up, pick up, pick up
Ah man this is gonna suck
Ah man... pick up!

"Hey babe"
Hey babe how you doing!
"What's up?"
Ah, Listen, I just need you to listen

I'm getting tired of living in this sinful state
I'm writhing as I swerve through my mental state
I'm struggling with who I am and who I want to be
You know me I spree on anything that's numbing
My frontal lobe so I can't reason the Redeemers coming
I'm loving, someone that can't love back
Lack, rack, brewed ruin
Words I would associate with unrequited love
Sadly, when I think of us that's what I'm reminiscent of
Yeah baby, you really haven't been that good to me
The wages of your affection are dealt with usury
Now usually, I'm down to go up on a roller coaster ride
Of emotions that are motioned by the brokenness inside
That's why I'm stuck Upside-down living life in a loop
Sacrificing myself at the altar of your pursuit
But you don't notice, huh... you are the coldest
Should've listened to Bell Biv Devoe because that girl is poison

You've kept me longer
Then I've wanted to stay
You've cost me much more
Then I wanted to pay
You've taken me farther
Then I wanted to go
Oh darling this has to end
My darling sin

"Hell nah"
"Real talk bro, where your gonna go with your broke self"
"You always try to do this"
"Nobody's gonna want the real you"
"I know the real you!"
"Who's gonna want that Nobody!, nobody!, nobody!"
"Come on baby"

That's what Ravi Zacharias told me to tell her
I need change someone led me to a teller

Of words of encouragement to battle the bewitchment
Of attraction to this impious assassin to whom I'm fastened
Honestly I'm fasci - nated and inundated
To her fictitious love that got me sedated and jaded
Yeah she's a cheater, yet I don't leave her
But neither do you who listen through the speaker

Round and round we go in this relation roulette
Short-lived pleasure followed up by emptiness
She can't give me joy just fragments of happiness
As she yells "ride or die" driving us to a cliff

C. S. Lewis said it best in Mere Christianity
Given some light into the depth of depravity
The reality is that we're born addicts
We pick up vices like devices that are divisive it's so tragic

I'm not being dramatic when I say "I need help"
Shame guilt trips me hit the floor stiffly
Quickly saw the gospel from a rose that rose through concrete
It told me "seek the son" no matter what it cost
To break through obstacles, I need power beyond me
And Jesus put on flesh so now the power is not beyond reach
To stop living in obsession to transgression
Mark this beginning of the story of my redemption

You've kept me longer
Then I've wanted to stay
You've cost me much more
Then I wanted to pay
You've taken me farther
Then I wanted to go
Oh darling this has to end
My darling sin

Yeah, yeah, yeah, my darling sin
"Oh Darling, Oh darling"
Yeah, yeah, yeah, this has to end
"My darling"
Yeah, yeah, yeah, my darling sin
Yeah, yeah, yeah
"This has to end"

"Alright babe stop playing games"
"I don't know what you thought this was?"
"You know, I don't why you keep trying to do this to me"
"But it's just never gonna happen will always gonna be together"
"Like, I really don't know why you keep trying to go
Because we always come back together"
"You've seen the Notebook, I know you've seen the Notebook!"
"You know we're gonna die together"
"I love you too much"