I can't get through these fears
Long nights, long nights, long nights
Hard days, hard days, tough fights
Jaded but in love madly
Cause I can't get through these fears
Long nights, long nights, long nights
Hard days, hard days, tough fights
Jaded but in love madly
Cause I can't get through these Fears
Off rip I told ya, I belong to world,
Shut it all down for ya, I made you my girl
To you it's a need, to them S.O.S
And I'm just here, no S.E.X.
60 hours first week when we meet, Is a different kinda flex
When you switched up on me, I was so perplexed
Now I'm stressin' and callin', my FaceTime stallin'
Text, text, text, everything good, just wanna check
Work runnin' late, you was really on date
Last time I checked you ain't wanna be your ex
Throw a little cash, now you really talkin' brash
Met all my guys and they really miss ya ass
So why wonder how I'm this way
Cause I can't get through these fears
Long nights, long nights, long nights
Hard days, hard days, tough fights
Jaded but in love madly
Cause I can't get through these fears
Long nights, long nights, long nights
Hard days, hard days, tough fights
Jaded and in love madly
I don't really wanna be here
All night I been manic, by bipolar in a panic
Cycling for months, can't sleep and I can't stand it
I keep hearing all these voices
Last time that I tried, the lioness lied
Smiled in my face through those pretty green eyes
Slid twice in one week, then danced around me
I internalize too much, it's still got me f*cked up
Now I'm running these thoughts, y'all gon get enough
Won't trust, wont love, don't try, I f*cked up
Won't trust, won't love, don't try
Cause I can't get through these fears
Long nights, long nights, long nights
Hard days, hard days, tough fights
Jaded but in love madly
Cause I can't get through these fears
Long nights, long nights, long nights
Hard days, hard days, tough fights
Jaded and in love madly