Willie Faulk - I Won't Say Goodbye.. Lyrics

I think that
After all these years
You me still doing this
The music has always been
The core of it all
Like
I feel so comfortable
Just writing music
Sometimes its hard to let that go
You know
I won't say goodbye
But if I said goodbye
Know that I gave everything I had inside
Only thing we can't out run is hands of time
And boy this life keep ticking its an atom bomb
So what is there to do with what is left of clocks
I ain't ever through but I get pressure blocks
Time it always rollin it won't ever stop
But my pursuit of happiness on center blocks
I ain't ever make it but I'm good with that
I got what I wanted yeah I'm looking at
A wifey got a family and the love is real
So it don't really matter what come after that
I got plenty paper I can play with stacks
I was never chasing I was playing catch
It always came easy it's a part of me
If you need a melody a symphony
Well you can send for me
Believe in natural chemistry
Follow what you love follow the energy
It don't matter what they gotta say in fact
I bet they just wish they were ahead of me
Ain't nobody doing this it's only me
9-5 and dropping hot consistently
Take the kids to practice like it isn't me
But those who listen know that I can kill a beat
I won't say goodbye
But if I said goodbye
Do I feel successful in this dream of mine
I was in a speaker before I could drive
Dealing with some trauma from my younger times
Never been explicit you can bring the kids
Tryna keep it clean and keep it positive
We all got a dream like it's impossible
But it just might not play out
Like you think it did
Lately I been watching see the bigger pic
I been so successful I am stinkin rich
Not with money sitting in a bank account
But I'm playing hide and seek and losing it
If that aint happiness then what is happiness
It's not what the algorithm say it is
I was never one to be in camera lens
Always kind of awkward when it come to this
But I can write a banger in between the trips
Back and forth to work I need the benefits
I'll just never get the views I need to get
To be someone you notice in the street it's him
But you should know me that was never in the plan
Only ever family it was never fans
I just want to my kids to have a better chance
So I'll keep making hits I'm in a batting stance
Throw me what you got I'll put it in the stands
Knock it out the park I got the upper hand
And if you see me waving would show a smile
I won't say good by but if I said goodbye
Goodbye