Are U Up Yet? Video (MV)

I am sick and I am tired, I am tired and I am sick
And you see me driving by your street every f*cking day
And everyday it gets harder to not turn on to your house
To see if you're up yet, it's 8:30 and I think you're asleep
So I keep driving and forget I had these thoughts
I try to forget that I doubted myself that misty morning

But today, I couldn't help but turn and I found myself smiling
As I approached your house I could not believe my eyes
I started shaking when I saw his shiny car parked on your driveway
So I swallowed back my tears and continued driving

It was a quiet drive back home
As I imagined what you guys might've been doing
Were you laying on his chest the way you laid on mine?
Or were you fantasizing about the endless pets you one day would adopt?
In your cozy apartment, the one with rooms for all of your hobbies

And now I'm back home singing this song holding back tears
As the fresh air of a new day creeps up on my neck
The way those chills would,
The ones you gave me with your arms around me
Singing our favorite songs and pretending that we weren't drowning