April of 2016, you picked up a leaf and said
"This is for you, my love"
And I jokingly said to you
"I'll keep this forever, forever in my room"
Well I wasn't lying to you I guess
Cause 6 months after you left
I found that same leaf lying on my dresser
And I pathetically cherish it
Cause it's all we have left
But then I started thinking
Why is this still here and why do I feel like I'm about to cry?
It seemed so stupid, it's so ridiculous
But I couldn't laugh at myself
So I started thinking
Could it be that this leaf represents the lifeline of our love?
I know it sounds delusional, but how crazy would it be
If you kissed me and I said,
"Remember that leaf from April of 2016
That you gave to me and said
'This is for you, my love'
Cause I still have it
It's in my room
And it reminds me of you"
But today
I frantically realized I hadn't seen that stupid leaf in quite a while
So I scavenged all over my room, just to find
That you had left my life
This time for good
I won't know what do
I'm only hoping that you feel this too