Hope Is Hell Video (MV)

It's taking toll, this gaping hole I call a heart
Fear is dancing inside of my mind
My terror's not under my bed but in my head
Tell me the truth, am I blind?

I feel the panic flowing deep in my veins
I've lost it all, I've forgotten my name
Placed in my hands since the day I was made; I was born to know nothing but pain

I can't keep acting like this
I can't keep holding it in
I can't keep on fighting it
I can't keep letting it win
At the end of the day, there's one thing to say: life is a lie, hope is hell

Emotions swell where my demons dwell
Bitterness is the blood in my veins
I look in a mirror and do not like what I see cause if you saw me how I see myself I'd be better off dead

Tear out my heart so I know that it beats
Stare it to death so I know that it bleeds

TEAR ME APART