Rocko's Modern Strife Video (MV)

Enter me at year seventeen
Replace my innocence with pain and anxiety
Trying to make sense of this as I'm losing sleep
Watching picture perfect fade right in front of me
If I'm honest, it's a story they'll never hear
About a time I was wishing I could disappear
I felt buried in the pain I'd been concealing
I thought I'd cave under the weight of the ceiling

Said goodbye to a closed door
None of them ever cared or looked out for me
Leave this year, forge a home in the next four
I'm moving cause they're not worth remembering
Had my fill with this dead end town
So don't expect me to come back around
Never what they did or anything they said
But rather what they neglected instead

If I'm honest, it's a story that they'll never hear
About a time when I was wishing I could disappear
I felt buried in the pain I'd been concealing
I thought I'd cave under the weight of the ceiling

Said goodbye to a closed door
None of them ever cared or looked out for me
Leave this year, forge a home in the next four
I'm moving on cause they're not worth remembering
Had my fill in this dead end town
So don't expect me to come back around
Never what they did or anything they said
But rather what they neglected instead

Bury those best intentions
There's no sincere connection
These hollow ghosts of friends
Left me alone in the end
I'm fighting my way theough a glass wall
Recalling a life I had, where I belonged
When did my life begin to disconnect
My hope and faith no longer intersect
Tormented introspection
Transformed into depression
Resolved to find what's missing
The rest was wishful thinking