Look, I know you think this shit ain't hard for me
How you expect me to go forward
When this artistry don't even bother me
And I've been drinking like I'm off the team
And I ain't talking about no soccer team
I mean, we ain't even where we ought to be
How can you diss me when I'm guiding y'all
Nigga, that's mockery
You niggas acting stupid in all honesty
Don't come around asking me for no apologies
You show me love, I show you love right back
You show me hate, then I'll make sure
You get a heart attack
Nigga, that's facts
Thought I'm slipping cause of mumble rap
So let me straighten out this shit
And serve these niggas with humble raps
I got these niggas tripping over one line
They never expected me to go forward like in drum line
I set the bar so high I know no one can touch mine
It's funny how you still think rapping is about punchlines
Gotta admit, you kinda dope, but only sometimes
Your kinda shit is like a joke without a punchline
You niggas too dark, so I'm bringing the sunshine
And when the sun shine, I'll be on top like that one time
I know you niggas think a nigga fell off
And I can't tell all
But you should know I'm kinda well off
And I say kinda cause some shit is really bugging me
You see right now, I ain't even who I wanna be
And who I wanna be is something very deep inside of me
How you expect me to be that in this economy
How you expect me to be black in this economy
That's why I don't give a f*ck about economy
I'm just trying to be a better version of who fathered me
So please don't make it seem like deserting people is part of me
It ain't
You know it's hard to be a father when you never had a father
I just had to keep it honest
Sometimes I'm blaming people for my problems
Sometimes I am deceitful cause I always make a promise like a breaking condom
You can't even trust me with your daughters
And to keep it honest, I don't even trust me with your daughters
I would say that I love her but I won't cuff her
Cause in my world, she don't really love me till I f*ck her
That could be part of the reason I suffer so much
It's kinda hard to believe that I suffer so much
I remember back when I had it all
The fame, the followers and the dozen bitches involved
I couldn't see past that shit because cheating is law
I was married to her in spirit but the meat was divorced shit