Just Wondering Video (MV)

I got a sad song, nobody wanna hear that
They asking where the bread at
Homie how you get on
Tell me how you did that
Can we get along
Now you want a loan
On my phone it's your cash app
Buddy got some setbacks
Sister couldn't come back
Daddy wasn't there
Momma couldn't shake crack
All alone, cause this what I accepted
Put on a front, tried to feel excepted
Fight for my life, day and night
Struggle to eat wine and dimes
Loosing like casino tonight
This is my life, wrong or right
High life, I'm just rolling the dice
Supply line, who other then Christ
I'm just like you, living in moods
We all in the waiting room
Don't understand, my circumstance
It's just a trend, been trying to blend
Switched up some plans and now I stand
On my two feet, I've suffered defeat
Still here it's nothing to me
Cross lines kid coloring
Lost time, just wondering
Don't understand, my circumstance
It's just a trend, been trying to blend
Switched up some plans and now I stand
On my two feet, I've suffered defeat
Still here it's nothing to me
Cross lines kid coloring
Lost time, just wondering
Just wondering, who I can call on
My fault, they all gone
Silenced phone, now im wrong
The day is too long
You couldn't walk in my shoes
Not paying no dues
You keep it on snooze
I exceed all rules
Indeed the truth
Feed the youth
Your too old for me to feed you
Lessons learned, get what I earn
Keep it I'm not Indian
Bet it burn if it's firm, yes I'm turnt
But on my terms
No ones concerned
Just reserved, I'm preserved
On my laid back, I was told that I was lazy
But these suckkas can't faze me
My notion I be surfing swimming in money water like it's wavy
Just a trend now they hate me
Bust it for God prostrating
If not for God
I get hot and can't stop this rage in me
If I was a stock who's trading me
If I was a box who's saving me
If I was a cop abusing my shots
Killing Caucasians will I go free?
Would I go free?
Lost time just wondering...
Don't understand, my circumstance
It's just a trend, been trying to blend
Switched up some plans and now I stand
On my two feet, I've suffered defeat
Still here it's nothing to me
Cross lines kid coloring
Lost time, just wondering
Don't understand, my circumstance
It's just a trend, been trying to blend
Switched up some plans and now I stand
On my two feet, I've suffered defeat
Still here it's nothing to me
Cross lines kid coloring
Lost time, just wondering