Xavier G - Burden Lyrics

I hate being a burden
I hate imposing myself on someone else
I hate being a laughing stock
For all the people who never laughed with me
When will I get my chance
To be on the other side of the joke that you think is so funny
But when I'm gone will it still be funny

Wake up to no one lying next to me
I miss the time where I enjoyed my week
Now it's a neverending pointless ride
That I've been wanting to get off for a long time
This madness inside my head
It spirals and it's a mess
I can't take this heartache anymore

I hate being a burden
I hate imposing myself on someone else
I hate being a laughing stock
For all the people who never laughed with me
I hate being a burden
I hate falling for all these petty games
I hate being a burden
I hate being a burden
Oh yeah

I hang out with some of my old friends
But they don't want to talk me again
I feel like I'm in a glass box
Can't break the cycle so I get lost
In my thoughts when I know yeah I know it's not healthy
But there's nobody helping me

I hate being a burden
I hate imposing myself on someone else
I hate being a laughing stock
For all the people who never laughed with me
I hate being a burden
I hate falling for all these petty games
I hate being a burden
I hate being a burden
Oh yeah

The ice I have to walk so I can just move on
From this endless circle of pretending that I am content
I don't know if I should know
When I am going, all I know is that I'm going

I hate being a burden
I hate imposing myself on someone else
I hate being a laughing stock
For all the people who never laughed with me
I hate being a burden
I hate falling for all these petty games
I hate being a burden
I hate being a burden
I hate being a burden, I hate being a burden