I know I messed it up again
I can't get out of my own head
Just try to picture a perfect world
Where I can't hurt nobody
But I overestimate my will
By promising this time I will
Be different and not fall into
The life that I am used to
But i know I can't continue to just
Hurt the ones I love
Just give me one more chance to prove that I can do some good for you
I'm sorry that all of this happened it's a habit
You don't have no more trust for me
I'm hit with my reality
I'm sorry but I just can't help it it's a habit
I wake up and it's 2pm
I open up my phone and then
I get a thousand texts from you
Angry because of what I do
All of the trust that we had shared
Was now broken beyond repair
I take the blame because I know
That I was wrong and that was low
I can't make any more excuses for what I know I've done
Just give me one more chance to prove that I can do some good for you
I'm sorry that all of this happened it's a habit
You don't have no more trust for me
I'm hit with my reality
I'm sorry but I just can't help it it's a habit