Xavier G - Self Saboteur Lyrics

I wasn't thinking straight
Got lost inside my brain
I know it's way too late
I played you like a game

Taken way too long get to where I'm at
If there is an issue I find out where it's at
Then i try to solve everything but the problem
Then lay my head on someone's shoulder who can solve em
It's funny how the tables turn when I'm the one
Who's burned all the bridges but is crying on the phone
The best thing to do is stop being f*cking dumb

Stop ruining your life
With this two sided knife
Remember not everyone's gon' forgive twice
F*ck being alone
Want someone to hold
This back and forth, forth and back is getting old
It's tragic as hell
I know too damn well
It's shitty to keep doing this to myself
Because I can't force
You to want to go forth
Just address me as Mr Self Saboteur

Stand with my head up high
Give life another try
Because the choice is mine
To fix my f*cked up mind
It's taking way too long to find a good place
So I think I'm just gonna give up and play some games
It's easier to just be lazy and forget it
Nothing can hurt me if I don't let it

Stop ruining your life
With this two sided knife
Remember not everyone's gon' forgive twice
F*ck being alone
Want someone to hold
This back and forth, forth and back is getting old
It's tragic as hell
I know too damn well
It's shitty to keep doing this to myself
Because I can't force
You to want to go forth
Just address me as Mr Self Saboteur