Xavier G - The Dark Side Lyrics

I've, I've never felt this way before, at least not for a long time
And I, I can't control, the way this goes, so I'm not gon try
And I wish you could see the hostility that I've been harboring in my soul that wants to succeed
It's hard to believe, that it could maybe

Danger danger written on my head, wanna love someone but I push them instead
Anger, anger, written on my skin, Don't know how to repair myself within
Put on a smile for those I am around, don't want them to feel bad so I don't make a sound
Cause everyone just wants to say that they care, until they see that the dark side is there

I hesitantly have to agree to stay medicated so that I don't feel
Because I'm too rare and no it ain't fair that I have to compromise my sanity
For your design, no it's not mine, and it will never be
Cause I am living a lie that I can't defy, when I do I get a say

Danger danger written on my head, wanna love someone but I push them instead
Anger, anger, written on my skin, Don't know how to repair myself within
Put on a smile for those I am around, don't want them to feel bad so I don't make a sound
Cause everyone just wants to say that they care, until they see that the dark side is there