Two Steps Back Video (MV)

I pick myself up off the cold floor
I don't wanna feel this way anymore
I grab my coat and head down the stairs
Because I knew I had no business being there
I feel like I'm self destructing
All my systems are erupting
Now, no now

This life can get you so down so I try to turn it around
Then I sabotage myself and turn my mind into a war of decisions and contradictions
Every step I take takes me two steps back

Heart is palpitating and I
Can't get all the trauma out my mind
Therapy only helped so much
Not even she could keep in touch

This life can get you so down so I try to turn it around
Then I sabotage myself and turn my mind into a war of decisions and contradictions
Every step I take takes me two steps back

Now that I'm off of that cold floor
I can finally walk out the door

This life can get you so down but I finally turned it around
And I'm working toward being the better version of myself
With all the help that you have given me now that I promise I won't take two steps back