Xavion - Remedy Lyrics

Mom is disappointed
Dad feels so indifferent
Tell them not to look down at me

Hated by the people
Prejudice consuming
Talked about 'til I'm nobody

Best friend went disloyal
Girlfriend made it happen
Watched me bleed I'm damaged
Hardened and I'm saddened

They don't want to love me
Won't spare me empathy
They create the worst part of me

And it hurts me
I can't explain why it starts, when it ends
Please numb my pain
And it hurts me, I'm alone, alone
I am no good, I'm alone, alone
And it hurts me, I feel ashamed
If I rot, if I die, they'll be okay
No way. And I'm not okay

I just want to give up
I just want to let go
Please just give me my remedy