Xayuh - Sarrow Lyrics

I got on prada but aint proud of nun
I told my mama she cant keep her son
He in the streets but that shit ain no fun
Take off my head & imma use my gun
I cry fa help but I still feel alone
But when I take these drugs I'm in zone
I got myself but shit I hate my own
I hope they miss me when I'm dead and gone

I'm tryna keep it real
But at this point I don't een know cuz I can't een feel
That's why i need this pill
I moved to Cali & got higher than the f*ckin hills

God just talked to me , if ion change I'm finna burn
I hope my brudda know I love em please stay out that urn
Been up all night I can't een sleep cuz I just toss & turn
She said she love me , I ain worth all that just suck my sperm

All my partners addicted to sum no I ain frotin
He been servin dem freshmen in college shout out my cousin
Out the window we hit up ya muffin, no I ain bluffin
Been depressed and the shit is disgustin I don't feel nothin

Why I make the best music , juss when I'm feelin sad
They like the pain and I can't blame that's why I'm in my bag
This ain no condom in my pocket , it's a different mag
You hurt my heart, we lost our spark, so you can kiss my ass

Shit
Please don't mention that
That shit was in the past, so why the hell you bring it back
You know I love you wit my heart so imma stand on that
But if I die tonight just tell me you can handle that

Can I tell the truth
The only time I never lied is when I'm in that booth
He been sellin candy pies he out there wit them troops
All I wana do is Hoop, but drugs got in the loop

I got on Prada, but ain proud of nun
I told my mama she can't keep her son
He in the streets but that shit ain no fun
Take off my head & imma use my gun
I cry fa help but I still feel alone
But when I take these drugs I'm in zone
I got myself but shit I hate my own
I hope they miss me when I'm dead and gone