My Life Video (MV)

I wish I wasn't so shy
I wish I was like all the other guys
Chick magnets
And I can't get a girl to look at me for one second
It's depressing
To see these girls stressing
'Cause they chose the wrong dude
They just want to screw and for you to send nudes
And if you don't they call you rude
But that's what you girls get
I would have been the nicest guy you've ever met
I would have treated you with so much respect
You could have been my princess
Now you're sad and mad
And I'm glad
To see you hurt from the mistake you made
Don't come running back to me now
'Cause I'll be gone
It's about time us nice guys
Stop getting slept on
But knowing my luck
I'll never f*ck
I'll never feel lovin'
I'll probably die a virgin
I'm tired of waking up
I'm tired of going to work
I'm tired of my shitty life
I'm not suicidal but sometimes
I want to die
Sometimes I want to die
Sometimes I want to die
It all starts at home
Dad was gone
Mom was here
But she's mentally sick
I love you both
But I have to talk about it
No one to properly raise me
That explains why I'm so crazy
Wasn't as bad when I was a baby
I hold my parents responsible for how I act
But I wouldn't take those years back
It was hard and wild growing up as a child
But I made it out alive
This is my life
This is my life
This is my life
I'm tired of waking up
I'm tired of going to work
I'm tired of my shitty life
I'm not suicidal but sometimes
I want to die
Sometimes I want to die
Sometimes I want to die
I cheated in my online relationship
I know I'm scum
All I want to do is cum
Bust like I'm shooting a sub machine gun
I'm a horny piece of shit
I just want to play with and stroke my dick
I know we already talked about this
And I apologized but you didn't deserve it
I hated myself for being a prick
Messing around with another chick
I learned my lesson real quick
I'm tired of waking up
I'm tired of going to work
I'm tired of my shitty life
I'm not suicidal but sometimes
I want to die
Sometimes I want to die
Sometimes I want to die
If I've hurt you, I'm sorry
If you've wronged me, I forgive you
If you can't let go of regrets
And if you can't forgive others
Then you can't move forward
To all the people who have been looking at my
Stories on Snapchat and Instagram
I love ya'll
You guys have seen me at my happiest and my saddest
My best and my worst
And you stuck with me through it all
I am forever grateful
2020 baby, this is my year
Haha, I'm out
This is my life
This is my life
This is my life
This is my life