Xeita - Happy New Year Lyrics

I just want to understand my purpose
Something bout this year really got me feeling worthless
The ugly side of 20 and my future is in cursive
A roller coaster ride but as a kid I saw it perfect
No more new year's resolutions
I'm tired of creating more ideas without solutions
2019 we only focused on improvements
No excuses or delusions
No lions, no tigers, no Vladimir Putins
My Spirit getting hungry
Told them I was animal and yet they try hunt me
I been talking growth all the while they wanna stunt me
A couple friendships that will never be the same
A couple people in my life tried to call me out my name XEITA
Happy New Year
Happy New Year
Another chip thats on my shoulder
Another lap but I don't see the finish getting closer
I need to Somersault to make sure that the Winters Kosher
Gotta stay on point to put up all these XEITA posters
Oh man
Oh man
It must be an Omen
From kid to grown man
From show to show man
I got the potion
I am the postman
Thats why I tell'em mail it in
But I got problems of my own all my vices are in capital the seven deadly sins
My ancestors were British mixed with Clever African
My Mother told me get'em but don't let them reel you in
You always got my number if you ever in a pinch
But she ain't know it'd be a cinch
Every time I'm on hiatus and see the city I'm in
I see no competition and in my mind Im convinced
You don't have to hear the pitch to know I'm swinging for the fences
My power level leave them all defenseless
No kidding
Sick they need to send someone in scrubs, no pigeons
Family keep texting me like you've been so distant
I'm just making sure I do what I said all along
Heres to hoping that you take it wrong
Happy New Year