X-el - Cold As Ice Lyrics

I'm cold as ice
Cold as ice
Done being nice
I swear to God I get a cold shoulder
When I'm there for you, so if that's the price baby I'm just done (I'm done)
I had enough of it
Enough of all the fun
Thinking that these games you're playing aren't effecting anyone... (Guess what)
Sad truth is
They are
I've got the scares and the bruises to prove it
You knew it, you just chose not to acknowledge the fact that you knew it
I'm so sick of it
I loved you
But that meant nothing to you
Even if you claim it does I know it doesn't don't argue with me
I hate the situations that i put myself in
If it was not for my dream I'd probably go and give in
I swear I'd quit...
I'd give up...
Quit loving all together...
I'm not a second choice
You can hear the passion in my voice (Uh-hu)
I'm just so cold
Without no one to hold
I feel like I'm just taking shots hitting right through to my soul
I know one day I'll find someone, I can call my own
Until then I'll just lay here cold and all alone
I really thought I had something with you
Really thought I had something with you
I know you need me now
When I don't need you
But I promise girl that I'll miss you (Uh)
Maybe I just get attached to easy
Seems to me that's facts lately
But I won't be placed as the only enemy inside this f*cking situation that we lay together!
And what kills me the most is you believed in me
Told me I'd be what I dream to be
But you played with my feelings and you f*cked me up to the point that your comments ain't savory
And I remember, waking up and going to sleep to your face
Now here we are I'm 'Cold As Ice' everyday, ya
How could you do this to me
Lead me on, acting like you love me
(I do love you I just don't know)
(I didn't want to risk losing you)
Well then...
I really wanna know what was going through your head
When you told me that you loved me
How I was "super special" to you and there was nobody above me
That was a lie!
When my friend was in the room you told us he was cute
How the f*ck you gonna do that when you know I loved you!
I wish
That the moral of our story ended there
But it didn't
When I would talk to girls
You'd get all pissy and end up in my business
When It was you
Who told me "no"
But ended up reeling me back in your boat
I was the one left saying
Let me go
Alex, let her go
I hate the situations that i put myself in
If it was not for my dream I'd probably go and give in
I swear I'd quit...
I'd give up...
Quit loving all together...
I'm not a second choice
You can hear the passion in my voice (Uh-hu)
I'm just so cold
Without no one to hold
I feel like I'm just taking shots hitting right through to my soul
I know one day I'll find someone, I can call my own
Until then I'll just lay here cold and all alone
I guess
I can say 'Thank You' for the trust issues that you gave me
The jealousy spikes that hit me hard
And I had to go through on the daily
It was killing me
But I needed
The truth to be told you freed it
You only wanted the love I gave to you when it was the most convenient
But I've learned
From my mistakes
So I've passed the past watched it pass away
From a basket case
To this rapping tape
"Cold As Ice" began on that f*cking day
I had enough of all your f*cking games
Called you out stay in your f*cking lane
I can't be the only one who feels this way
I know I'm not the only one that feels this way
I hate the situations that i put myself in
If it was not for my dream I'd probably go and give in
I swear I'd quit...
I'd give up...
Quit loving all together...
I'm not a second choice
You can hear the passion in my voice (Uh-hu)
I'm just so cold
Without no one to hold
I feel like I'm just taking shots hitting right through to my soul
I know one day I'll find someone, I can call my own
Until then I'll just lay here cold and all alone