XI - The Cycle Lyrics

I've been living wars in my mind
Been hard on myself and I don't know why
I've been thinking things so mean
I've been drinking shots of my tears

I've got problems that can't be solved
These bitter thoughts, they keep evolving
It hurts so much, that I'm long gone

Maybe it's all gonna end some day
That's what I keep saying everyday
Hoping the high would send the lows away
This stupid chain feels like a long typo
That I can't erase even if I want to
Guess I'm too weak to break the goddamn cycle

I've been trying way too hard
To break the chain, watch it fall apart

But no matter how much I try
It just comes back, It just restarts
It's played on loop, and I can't depart
I've got problems that can't be solved
These bitter thoughts, they keep evolving
It hurts so much, that I'm long gone

Maybe it's all gonna end some day
That's what I keep saying everyday
Hoping the high would send the lows away
This stupid chain feels like a long typo
That I can't erase even if I want to
Guess I'm too weak to break the goddamn cycle

Sometimes I feel like I'm good like this
But the way it stings, I just can't take it
I feel my brain and heart melting
Sometimes I feel like I'm good like this
But the way it stings, I just can't take it
I feel my brain and heart melting

Maybe it's all gonna end some day
That's what I keep saying everyday
Hoping the high would send the lows away
This stupid chain feels like a long typo
That I can't erase even if I want to
Guess I'm too weak to break the goddamn cycle