XI - Thoughts Lyrics

Every night I'm
All alone
I can't help but feel like
I'm better off on my own
Everything I
Seem to feel
Almost like a lie
Gets right out of my realm

Maybe my sentiments
Won't get in my way
Or they might be irrelevant
Like my welcome overstay

This world only seems to be getting dark
Everything seems to have lost its spark
But me, my thoughts, remain to be most affected
This bird's eye view from a distant cage
Doesn't seem to be working but I'll find a way
For me, my thoughts, to take a turn unexpected
Who, me? My thoughts? We're long lost lovers

Every day I'm
Getting by
I try hard to deny
The things I've bottled up inside
Maybe it's a phase
Or a chronic concern
A lit flame of disgrace
And I can feel it burn

I'm stunned by who I am
Dazzled by who I'm meant to be
But dreams are not the same
As reality

This world only seems to be getting dark
Everything seems to have lost its spark
But me, my thoughts, remain to be most affected
This bird's eye view from a distant cage
Doesn't seem to be working but I'll find a way
For me, my thoughts, to take a turn unexpected
Who, me? My thoughts? We're long lost lovers

But we can't feel each other no more
"This is what happens when you're always numb
Getting lost in a world where you're always wrong"
And I can't make it to the shore
"You might as well start digging your own grave
Cause sometimes giving up means you were brave enough"
But there's still so much more to explore
"Do you really, really, think that you could take it?
We honestly doubt that you would make it"

This world only seems to be getting dark
Everything seems to have lost its spark

This world only seems to be getting dark
Everything seems to have lost its spark
But me, my thoughts, remain to be most affected
This bird's eye view from a distant cage
Doesn't seem to be working but I'll find a way
For me, my thoughts, to take a turn unexpected
Who, me? My thoughts? We're long lost lovers