XLXAXV - DONE Lyrics

I always tried
To be the best version of myself
But something inside of me
Is not letting me
Everytime i change something
My head starts to burn
Blood starts to freeze
I thought i'll make it with ease
Checking left and right
If someone is watching
I'm having a panic attacks
Anxiety is eating my ass
We are playing hide&seek
But i get really weak
I don't want to be seen
I want to escape from here
I can't normally live my life
I wanna go away
As far as i can
Limit is killing me
I just wanted to be free

All i wanted is to be alone
Without anyone and on my own
To leave this country and my past
Focus only on future

And to be at my best
To see a totally new world
To start a new chapter
I won't be scared
To show the best version of myself
I wish i never looked the same
Now making changes is hard as hell
Looking at one place
While shaking my hands
Whole body is on fire
Heart rate is getting higher
Oh i wish i don't care
But one day